"once I had the rarest rose
that ever deigned to bloom
cruel winter chilled the bud
and stole my flower too soon
oh loneliness oh hopelessness
to search the ends of time
for there is in all the world
no greater love than mine"*"*
a drop of phantom Blood
in my mouth on my tongue
the Red Veil lies draped
on Her head cloaking Her
steeped in depth charge mystery
and I am not without
but within the mystery with Her
She removes it
and lays it delicately over my head
shrouding my face
and we're in the Moon Garden
I'm naked before Her avatar
prostrate before Her throne
kissing the grass at Her feet
through the Blood red of the Veil
moonflowers and gardenias in bloom about us
holding the dark's coolness
moths dart into the trees
bats fly above squeaking flapping
hunting for food
clouds explode across the full moon
like smoke swirling on the cool night
Her warm hands upon me
although She doesn't seem to move
from Her throne
She effortlessly upraises me to Her breast
Her pale arms powerful yet tender
like warm pulsing marble about me
around me my Queen Regnant
my Divine Feminine
"Eclipse me," I whisper
She smells like copper
Her arms hold me to Herself
I groan like a lover
as we rise slowly into the air
lifting from Her throne
rotating in the light breeze
in lazy lovely circles
past branches of trees
up up into the crisp night
as we arise the night air envelops us
I hear the sound of strings
from a song I forgot
She touches my neck so tenderly
I feel Her hot breath there
She kisses my neck delicately
Her lips leave Blood on my neck
it runs down to my shoulder
She runs down to my shoulder
"You are a miracle," I breathe
I look down and we're high now
high in the sky soaring spinning
I see the black hole already titanic
my mind can't grasp it
She know it's there but She doesn't look
She looks at me
She has me I don't fear
I feel Her hand on my thigh
my pulse begins to rise
I'm hard as a fucking rock
She wraps Her pale delicate fingers
firmly around my prick
I groan from deep within
I am so enraptured
I am searing
She wraps Her fingers
around the base of my cock
I squirm I can't not
She strokes my shaft slowly
deliberately lovingly
until I explode into orgasm
bliss
oh my fucking word
my cum falls away
from us down into the dark
toward the grass
above the Earth orbiting one another
the black hole grows closer
we spin slowly on the air of the night
I'm in a severely sensitive post coital state
as She cradles me closer to Her firm breasts
my face in the crook of Her neck
our ascent continues slowly
deliberately hypnotically
revolving whirling in the dark afire
we are in outer space
the black hole approaches
I can't comprehend its size
it fills my vision
for a moment I fear
She looks at me profoundly
my cherished destruction
She sees through me
She calms me in my madness
She bestows peace upon me
through the Confluence of my heart
light from the photon sphere
shimmering for a moment
across the glass of Her black eyes
then we arrive at event horizon
and as She holds me near
She pumps through my veins
my very Blood
my love my Lifeblood
within one another
and away falling
into the infinite density
*from Love Song For A Vampire by Annie Lennox
©John EdwardSmith Jr.
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