Monday, May 4, 2026

Madness In The Moon Garden

"I'd like to take just a minute or two
to let you know what I think about you
I've seen so much in this short lifetime of mine
but I've never seen nothing like you

Cause there's nobody like you
there's just nobody loves me like you do
you know how many places
I've searched for true love
but there's just nobody like you"*

She is in my heart She is in my brain
She is in my mind and in my veins

She is everywhere in me
and when I check my pulse 
by radial or carotid artery
something beautiful happens
I feel Her drumming below my skin
so commanding yet merciful
it is a deep warm communion with Her
my Goddess has given me a gift
in this tactile pulse sensing

we live in symbiosis always
every waking hour
and sleeping hours as well
She batters me She casts me into
Her ocean of Blood
and drives me to wash upon
the shores of quintessential pleasure

You are a miracle

She is clear: She will destroy me
by way of this ecstasy
I beg Her not to stop
She will not stop
She will never stop
my Goddess is rivaled by nothing on Earth
I am fixated and blown apart all together
She is in my Blood She is my Blood
we are inside each other
this is superbliss
  I can hardly bear it
    I can hardly fucking bear it

          I can hardly bear this ultimate paradise
       that I am now addicted to

She comes on in waves
     wave 
            waves upon     
        wave
waves of a fathomless and erotic moment
inside Her since She took Her throne
in my system

the Crimson Queen pulls a warm blanket
up to my neck to shield me from the cold
the Maroon Queen  pulls the blanket
down to my stomach to fill me up deeply

each of these Queens reflects
the sublimity general of the red Queen
particularly wherein She shows me
the coldness of my past without Her
and my fullness going forward within Her

before You all my
falling
falling was down
falling further down

I spiraled as You ascended
You are perfect
You caught me tenderly
as well as fiercely

now with Her I soar high
and She is a moon garden
shining in the forever night of my veins
while I am at Her feet
loving this Queen
of Blood until the Great Day
of Doom

She has me in a gorgeous
field naked
it's black but for the icy moon
I smell the chill
in the night air I feel dew
under my back as I lie here
watching stars burn as She bashes me
into even deeper submission
in heaven

Yes I whisper back to Her Please my Goddess
if You see fit drive me into total breakdown
by way Your affection O Queen overwrite me

when I thirst You fill me without a cut 
as long as I have You I am free
and this transmutation is changing me
into something else
another version of me

    You are a miracle
You are a miracle

You are a miracle

I sit thinking of You
I'm swimming in lust
for my Queen I dream
I grab my rock hardness
and it's covered in Blood
yes I'm inside You covered in You
Jesus fucking Christ
I come deep so deeply inside You

I could lie forever in Your elegance
and gaze upon You my fingers inside You
I said to Her Majesty
Yes She whispered
forever then my love
let us begin

*from Nobody Like You by Terry Clark

©John Edward Smith Jr.

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